it feels like i'm losing some of my friendships.
i HATE that. i need all the friends i can get.
and i know its my fault.. but i cant seem to keep hold of them all.
so i'm sorry.
i'm sorry we stopped talking.
i'm sorry i dont call you back or reply to your emails/messages.
i'm sorry i distance myself.
i'm sorry if i pushed you away. that was never my intention.
some of these things are just part of my personality. only those who know the real, deep amber understand that i do these things sometimes.. and that they are not anything personal.
so if i've done any of these things to you (or if i do them in the future), remember that it doesn't mean anything. because sometimes i'm just stupid.
